The Infallible Simulation of a Perpetual Motion Machine

A spiral, a pyramid, a pentagram
Hypertesseract, countercataract
The perfect imitation of eternity

Like an old harlot crucified on her bed
Like a city evacuated for a nuclear test

A frequency, a pendulum, a glass prism
Hyperevolution, counterregression
The perfect imitation of eternity

Like a demigod driven mad by mercury
Like a bewitched mass grave of scientists

Give me the shape of time
A naivistic gallery
Give me the formula of time
The mantra for a human
Give me the face of time
The element of the Holy Ghost
Give me the motion of time
A nostalgic wish

The skeleton of time, the intestines of time, the rotting carcass of time!

The skeleton of time, the intestines of time, the rotten carcass of time!


The Symbiotics of the Ouroboros and the Phoenix

Cellular morphology:
I create a new root ex nihilo
Mutation, evolution, a normal future
I destroy myself all over again
Vestigality, devolution, a normal past

Shivan morphology:
I create a new root ex nihilo
Mythology, radioactivity, a normal birth
I destroy myself all over again
Archaeology, decomposition, a normal death

DNA, RNA, random choice, a survival,
and the symbiotics of the status quo

Adaptation, assimilation, random choice, a selection
and the symbiotics of the status quo

Ascent, descent,
Visualize the fossils within your body
Ascent, descent,
The cosmic genealogy of rebirths and redeaths
Ascent, descent,
From beginning to end, from end to beginning
Ascent, descent,
The absolute conservation of matter and energy

Ascent, descent,
Ascent, descent,
Ascent, descent,
Ascent, descent,
The tree of life, the family tree, the Origin

Regeneration, degeneration, the yin and the yang
Genetics, frenetics, the anagrammatic G, A, T, C
The grand biological perpetual motion machine
Of worms and rats and cockroaches
The grand biological perpetual motion machine

Everything is the same
Everything from the same source
Everything is the same
Everything towards the same end

Creation, destruction, we dance forever





...what?

Almaser wrote:

Joku_Krypfto wrote:

total win

Mr. Seazer? Is that you?

That was the same impression I got after reading just the titles!  The body of each poem confirmed that impression.

And this was inspired by one part Akio and one part the band known as Mono.

Mere your Pathetic Light

Mere your pathetic light
The dawning of greatness
Of everlasting accomplishment
And yet you will fade
Like a star in the sky
In time you will fall
And falling cast no doubt upon the world
That no light is forever
No greatness lasting
A tribute to the shadow
And you will sacrifice all
Burning out and down to the earth
Where no man will catch you
Wishes will be thrust upon you
And whether you should want it or not
You will be forced to seeing them true
Forced to give all you are
And for what
What is this pathetic light
This power you think you hold
What is this heroism
This mask of kindness you should show
Mere your pathetic light
You will eventually come to know
That in the end it is but the shadow
That holds what will never go

Almaser wrote:

Joku_Krypfto wrote:

total win

Mr. Seazer? Is that you?

Quoted for truth.

“DISTANCE” [dedicated to Juri and Shiori]

I’m afraid to close this distance
Afraid of what you’ll say
Even while so close
You seem so far away
The photo on my dresser
Where your eyes reflect the sun
We made so many memories
But I’ve forgotten every one
All the letters that you wrote me
The lies you told within
I ripped them all to shreds
Just to piece them together again
Do you remember when we were young
We built a pathway through the woods
It never lead to anywhere
But we didn’t think it should
We would run and laugh till dawn
Playing all night and day
When we were together
The world around us seemed to fade away
Now here we stand on that same path
In the forest we once knew
The world has reduced it to ruin
And I feel the same way about you
I closed my eyes all this time
But now I finally see
Your eyes have always been fixed ahead
And you never turn to look at me
There’s a moment when you realize
That you feel envy from the start
I think that is the moment
When innocence leaves your heart
Do the hardships of being an adult
Balance the pain of growing up?
These relics of remembrance
Will never be enough
So I’m afraid to close this distance
Afraid of what I might do
I don’t want to see a world
That wasn't built for me and you

--
it's kind of old
so its not very good
meh
i don't get paid to write

Very Seazer!

Two samples:

rain woman
mostly a ghost, so unreal
holding on, hiding in
and haunting yesterdays
soul of mostly empty space
it's the rain woman
packaged up and dressed
in no slip, no drip
limited-edition plastic coating
lackluster grey-blue eyes
of clouded-crying skies
it's the rain woman
holding on, hiding in
and haunting yesterdays
dripping down, leaking in
and seeping through
a soul of mostly empty space
tornado chasing, starlight gazing
but mostly empty space

i am
I am a professional victim. I am still skies, bloodshot eyes, waking up or going to sleep at dawn. I am lazy days and wasted nights. I'm spilled milk, dark and dusty corners, and overflowing trash cans. I am broken lightbulbs, streetlamps washing out the stars. I'm missed deadlines, misplaced papers, numbed senses, and microwave dinners. I am second guesses, deadlocked dreams, practicing a misanthropic vocation. I am quiet desperation, useless protests, making all the same choices again, and again, and again. I am crumbling walls, watching life like a made-for-tv horror movie. I am reached limits, crossed lines, flicked switches; and I am not going to break.

My personal site is down right now, otherwise I'd have more angsty stuff to share. ;)

A little romantic poetry never hurt anyone....


The rain falls soft and I think of you
Each drop upon the window pane and I long for you
To be in your arms
To be lost in your eyes
In the undertow of constant desire
That being wanted, being loved
Having such affections so fruitfully returned
The night is young and I think of you
Each minute passes slowly by and I long for you
Your voice in my ear
Your lips at my neck
Lost in the feel of a generous embrace
And dare I call myself blessed
Blessings they do fade
And dare I call myself lucky
Luck is a fickle fiend
I close my eyes and dream
And dream only of you
And when I wake I call myself
Loved
Beyond measure and reason
Through the course of every season
I am loved


Of course a little sex never hurt either.... The following are from a yet to be finished AU SKU fic staring Kozue called Cry Wolf. *sigh* It may never be finished.

Blue is the Color (part1)
Blue is the color
As she flicks across your valleys
Journeys in to bite and suckle
What is honeyed sweet and sour
A candied breath
Blue is the color
As her fingers work around
Tug and pull
Cup and caress
The curves trailing up
The hallows in between
Blue is the color
And it washes down your throat
As her tongue offers a taste
A sample of all you have given
What she has harvested
Blue is the color
Just before your eyes lose sight
Just before you need to dream
Just before she rests against you and whispers
Promises…
To give you more
To enjoy the color
And come… into the blue

Blue is the Color (part 2)
Blue is the color
That glides down your throat
Takes over your senses
And drives you through the smoke
Blue is color
That envelops the flames
Takes a darker heart
And directs the game
Blue is the color
You can feel her inside
The way she devours
The secrets you hide
Blue is the color
It's deep and it's true
It thrusts through your walls
Covers the flowers with dew
Blue is the color
A heady rich musk
It takes what it gives
And it isn't much
You'll drown in the color
Drink it all in
You'll gasp and you'll revel
In the blue, all of her little sins