I am an even tempered oddball who plays dumb by feigning intelligence, watches too much anime, reads too much fanfiction and under different circumstances, would have become a Hikikomori.

I'm an overly trusting, cynical, mystical, magical, fantastical princely-not-prissy too loving, too lucky, so moxious obnoxious faggy fairy floating around in my own personal world while dreaming and scheming and wandering the streets at night indulging in the sensations created by Fight versus Flight until I become exhausted; quixotic languid pancake pour me over on the mattress, Anthy, I'm tired not dying-- striving toward my next goal, though it seems so close and so very... far... away--living for today {instead of for the next five minutes} writing, spinning, drawing, crafting, loving loving loving through the chaos that exists inside my head and without-- wordcrafting novel drafting THING.

An affable loser, crippling shy but an averagely nice person; a anime-loving game-playing book-reading recluse with a thirst for knowledge, an interest in autism and passion for the language of the internet; a pink-haired pierced-up punk-wannabe with a scowl, a total softie; a neurotic n00b and half-girlish person: but hey, I try my best.

A love-addicted band nerd who, no matter how she tries, always feels inadequate as she walks down the street, thinking about her girlfriend while she adjusts her baggy jeans as people turn and wonder about her immensely intellectual ways and her absolute eloquence, which she hopes in the future, coupled with her musical and artistic manners, will help her conquer the world.

I'm a sugar-and-spice-and-everything-nice-plus-a-little-poison faerie obsessed wannabe, dark fairy tale, symbolism, and psychology/sociology lover, artistic and creative yet being bad at art, constantly lonely girl locked in a tower pining to feel connected with humanity, a nice-girl Scorpio, a purple-haired petite lolita yet still determinately a woman and if you say otherwise you will regret it, a gothy yet hippie environmentalist feminist who doesn't hate the penis, head in the clouds and continuously either almost narcoleptically sleepy or hyper and squeaky as hell -- but in short, faeries rule my world.

Last edited by SleepDebtFairy (05-22-2009 02:33:54 PM)

There will come a day when I can stop just day-dreaming about writing, drawing, dancing, playing my ukulele/violin and speaking other languages and actually DO these things -- but it won't be today.

Last edited by Clarice (05-22-2009 06:34:25 PM)

I'm an introverted redhead, a college freshman, and a closet anime fan with a huge crush on Kyoichi Saionji.

Radical dreamer, bender of imaginations, instigator of head implody, and general level 2 sick fuck.

Great idea, SleepDebtFairy...I'm so intrigued by what people have chosen to write about themselves...
And it was quite the exercise to try and come up with an honest one sentence.

I'm the rock that someone (who?) threw into a bottomless pool (but that's impossible),
that is actively sinking towards something that can't be reached,
by thinking/questioning/trying to understand/struggling to empathize
but never getting closer/finding answers/understanding/feeling empathized with,
and simultaneously I'm the rock who admits that sinking (but what choice do we have) isn't active,
and it means I've given up and just want to survive/feel not bad/affectionately laugh at myself and you/give and receive what flawed love there is to be had.

I'm a masterpiece one stroke at a time, turning the page and starting all over to get the foundation right; a shrinking violet turned purple roses; an addictive personality with an eye for detail and an ear for music; who-the-hell-do-you-think-I-am-ing; tattoo getting, moving out eternal student of life!

I am a beautiful monster, full of indifferent grace, passionate stupidity, and generous greed -and I will never know the true value of myself.

Last edited by MissMocha (05-25-2009 09:46:03 PM)

I'm a reader who likes to write things, photograph things, sort-of-try to learn to draw, listen to awesome music, pretend I'm good at playing the violin, spin thread/yarn, wear jewellery, read comics, watch anime but almost never live-action shows, waste hours on TV Tropes, go for longish walks now that my parents finally let me out of the house, and wear long flowy skirts -- oh, and I'm also a lonely teenager who fails at finishing anything and has no close friends.